About me..

I treat everyone differently, from my parents to my siblings to my friends even to my boyfriend. When I'm with my siblings, I will go crazy and do ugly faces. I do all those things because I feel comfortable with them. Even when I'm with my boyfriend, I still can be the insane me. But, when I'm with my friends I can't be myself because I'm afraid they would judge and stare at me like I'm an outcast. Though there are a few friends of mine that knows what kind of person I am and they are still by my side. However, They are far from my sight, there are few of them at Rawang, one at Kuala Lumpur and one at 'asrama' .

If my Kota Damansara friends read this, I won't deny it but please understand that I don't know how to make friends. I don't know how to approach you guys. And that's why if you guys notice I hardly talk to you guys, it's not because I don't like you guys but I'm just blur and I don't know what to say.

Thanks for reading, see you soon.

I can no longer trust anyone.

When I was just a child, I am innocent and trust almost anyone but the more I got older I soon to know that this world is full  of bad people, and 'BAD' is considered a nice word.

There are people who kill animals for fun, people who conquer the weak and treat them as slaves, people who treats someone nice but behind them they actually despise them, and worst there are a group of people who gather up to ruin every single human beings in this world.

Even though I know I can put it a side and go on with my life but its hard knowing that I live in a world where I'm surrounded with different types of enemies. Even if I want to go against it, I am out numbered. All I can do is pray that one day this earth we call home will be safe for every human beings that is worthy of living here.

Awww........

I haven't post anything in awhile.. and I haven't online that much either. I am pretty much stuck with homework, studying and other simple stuff. One thing to say,sometimes I feel left out with my friends in my new home..though I live here for about two years now. I miss my old friend, I can really be me and I know my friends don't mind..but with my new friends, I don't really feel like I can be myself..sometimes I can,but most of the time I just smile and stay quiet.

If I have to name one person that I can show myself to someone without feeling embarrass or regret..is Eazy but if he read this I have to lie. He is just full of himself and I can't deny that sometimes his annoying, but I will want him to be my friend. 'Awww...!'

Laugh Out Loud

I am basically talking to myself right now, aren't I?

Who thinks so?

Well...whatever, I'll post again later.. Emy,read okay?

Love you..,

Shechul