My first date,damn! But I love it.

I feel like screaming! I'm 16 years old and I think I'm still naive. Yesterday,I went out on a date with my boyfriend and I felt so embarrass. but I love it. We watch Dream House together and I notice his eyes glued to me,well sometimes. I had fun! We walk and talk for hours and to be honest I didn't want it to end. I really like him,how he call my name how he look at me so softly but why can't I love him? Is it because of my past boyfriends? I'm having such a headache but putting that a side exam! Arr..!! Hehehe, I love my first ever date!! Hehehe,don't say I'm naive even though it's the truth. Love you mom!!! ^___^

Love Nipon...

Today was one of my precious memory. The day before I slept for one hour and a half only and suppose that I have trouble waking up but no,I woke up with eyes fresh and wide open. After reaching to school I ate my breakfast with my friend,sharing a piece of bread because I was to nervous to eat it all. Then 9 o'clock,finally our Japanese friends arrived. I was so damn happy!! One by one got out to an open space. Wow!! They all had a big smile on their face. Long story short, we continued our next activity and that was to teach them about Malaysia,our language,arts and others. First I went to Malay language class with my partner,Saki but then I got to know she was suppose to go to another class,that really broke my heart. Damn sad!! After sending Aoi and Saki to the right place me and my friend were partner less so we went to art class,there were so many good looking guys. I had my fun,taking pictures with them. During the art class,there is this guy in pink t-shirt,he kept saying his art was beautiful and that his friends said "huh,no! " They argued,so cute. I just agreed with him "yes,so beautiful". So last but not least, our separation. Damn sad!! Me and Saki said our goodbyes and so is My friend Syasya and Aoi. We took a lot of pictures and hug for so many times. We walk with them until reaching to their buses. We hug again and said our final goodbye. I love them,they were nice and friendly. Every time we said kawai they would reply thank you with a huge smile on their faces. It was really hard to communicate with them but our little talks meant a lot to me. Sayonara! Aishiteru! Aoi-chan,Saki-chan and others!!

Under Pressure..Ice Ice Baby

From the start,I don't really have a heart for account but eventually I took it because my mom wants me to. T^T Then I always got D = 43..44..45 . Now,I have to do Account folio. It was so damn hard,first I got sick so I couldn't go to school at the same day my account teacher taught my classmates how to do the folio. My loss~ Then! I finally started to do the folio then! My friend said I got it wrong so ok,I fix it then! My teacher said I got it wrong again. Ok ok,I continued.. Today! I finally got the calculation balanced then! I found out I 'rugi' means I had to many loss,I asked teacher and she smiled "do it again" Arr...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cried,huh.. Then my friends feel bad for me so they help me out. Change my urusniaga to document to buku tunai to lejar to imbangan duga.. Then... I finally got it!!! Then I cried again!!! I was so damn happy!! Thank God!! Now? No more account ,now? Kpop!!!! Yay!! Ingkigayo!! Heaven!! :)

Welcome to Malaysia but I'm sad

Im so happy that you're coming to Malaysia or you already reach to Malaysia but it's sad knowing we're in the same country but I can't see you. I wish that you would wait at least 1 year before coming here. A few of my friends are going and I envy them. I wish I can bump to you somehow but I have somewhere to attend to tomorrow. I want to cry,oppa! I really want to see you but I guess it's too late to take my friend's offer. I hope you have fun in Malaysia and fall in love with Malaysia. I hope you stay here longer. Well I should stop crying over a spilt milk, Oppa saranghae! Until you come to Malaysia again We Angels will wait for you or I will come to Korea and see you myself, LOL. Niel oppa! L.Joe oppa! Cap oppa! Chunji oppa! Ricky-ah! Changjo-ah! Mani mani saranghae! Take care..

Chunji oppa,I love you in Clap and I hate you in Don't spray perfume but I'm still your fan especially your voice and your smile. Mianhe,oppa! :)

I want to be honest,sorry.

I don't know why I'm like this. I fall in love then got hurt,cried my eyes out but if fall for someone again and I easily trust them. How stupid am I? My heart just don't get it or is it my mind? I promise myself that with this guy I go slow but I just broke my own promise. I like him,he is so different from others but we have so many differences such as age,but put that a side he said he wants a girl who covers..and I'm so not,I'd like to wear anything I love from shorts to long pants to skirt..and bla bla bla. Besides that, his interest in music is so different from mine,I like music that I can sing my lungs out and music that I can dance,even sexy dance but he likes Indie. I don't know what I'm suppose to do,I don't want him to fall for me then I'll brake his heart. I want to be honest with him but I just can't and I'm going nuts just thinking about it. I'm sorry if you ever read this but please understand from my perspective. I do like you. Honey!~

Out to Time Square

With Big sis

And Future brother-in-law