About me..

I treat everyone differently, from my parents to my siblings to my friends even to my boyfriend. When I'm with my siblings, I will go crazy and do ugly faces. I do all those things because I feel comfortable with them. Even when I'm with my boyfriend, I still can be the insane me. But, when I'm with my friends I can't be myself because I'm afraid they would judge and stare at me like I'm an outcast. Though there are a few friends of mine that knows what kind of person I am and they are still by my side. However, They are far from my sight, there are few of them at Rawang, one at Kuala Lumpur and one at 'asrama' .

If my Kota Damansara friends read this, I won't deny it but please understand that I don't know how to make friends. I don't know how to approach you guys. And that's why if you guys notice I hardly talk to you guys, it's not because I don't like you guys but I'm just blur and I don't know what to say.

Thanks for reading, see you soon.

I can no longer trust anyone.

When I was just a child, I am innocent and trust almost anyone but the more I got older I soon to know that this world is full  of bad people, and 'BAD' is considered a nice word.

There are people who kill animals for fun, people who conquer the weak and treat them as slaves, people who treats someone nice but behind them they actually despise them, and worst there are a group of people who gather up to ruin every single human beings in this world.

Even though I know I can put it a side and go on with my life but its hard knowing that I live in a world where I'm surrounded with different types of enemies. Even if I want to go against it, I am out numbered. All I can do is pray that one day this earth we call home will be safe for every human beings that is worthy of living here.

Awww........

I haven't post anything in awhile.. and I haven't online that much either. I am pretty much stuck with homework, studying and other simple stuff. One thing to say,sometimes I feel left out with my friends in my new home..though I live here for about two years now. I miss my old friend, I can really be me and I know my friends don't mind..but with my new friends, I don't really feel like I can be myself..sometimes I can,but most of the time I just smile and stay quiet.

If I have to name one person that I can show myself to someone without feeling embarrass or regret..is Eazy but if he read this I have to lie. He is just full of himself and I can't deny that sometimes his annoying, but I will want him to be my friend. 'Awww...!'

Laugh Out Loud

I am basically talking to myself right now, aren't I?

Who thinks so?

Well...whatever, I'll post again later.. Emy,read okay?

Love you..,

Shechul

Im confuse..

I don't know what I want to be..I don't who I love..I don't who should I love..I don't know who should I hate..

I'm lost? or I'm confuse?

I'm not sure about almost anything.

When finally my mind is set, it can easily change but I know a few things.

I love to sing, I love to dance and I know I want people to know what I'm good at.

I don't want anyone to tell me what I can't do.

I know what is wrong and what is right, I'm not stupid.

But I f you treat me like that, I'm not so sure anymore.

I love you hun

First, I should be saying this to my boyfriend upfront but I will surely get embarrass before I can say anything so I want to say it in my blog. My friend said I should always update, I do want to but sometimes I'm blank. Hehehe,Actually I want to post a whole bunch of things but when I open my laptop I'm blank. Huh! What to do.

So I want to say.. I love you to my boyfriend. Even though I know him for not quite long but he is different. He would take time to make me happy, he would take effort to make me open up to him,he would take a mile for me and I'm so happy. I really miss him since I haven't seen him in a week. LOL, I know that's not really a long period but I really miss him. I really want to make him happy since he made me this happy but I don't know how. I want him to smile, treat me how he always treat me and to always stand by me but all I can do is pray. I don't know what will happen to us in the future, I just hope for the best.

.I LOVE YOU.

I AM AGAINST ANIMAL ABUSE

The mother cat kept licking the kittens, hoping it would revive them. According to the family that adopted the stray cat, on the morning of the 11th when they heard the cat’s tragic cries, they rushed downstairs to discover this stray cat’s four kittens abused to death, and even placed in front of the mother cat. The kittens’ bodies were covered with bullet holes, with blood all over. One of the kittens had its neck tied with a rope and elongated, its chest cut open, heart exposed, while the other three kittens’ heads were stepped on.

REBLOG THIS PICTURE TO SHOW YOU’RE AGAINST ANIMAL ABUSE!- I hope every each one of us make a different by showing kindness,love and care even to a small creature. Remember,you are a human but as shown above that is not very human like. Thank You.

Friends?

To be honest I can't live without friends,I will feel lonely and soulless if no one is beside me. Though I never really appreciate them and I don't really show that I love them. I will treat girls and boys differently without noticing,sometimes I treat boys fiercely I don't really mean it,I'm sorry but I really like you guys because you guys always make me laugh. Now I am really bored because I want to see my friends but I have no transport, I'm enjoying my holiday with Internet.

I want to use this opportunity to thank and show my appreciation towards my friends. I love you guys and I hope we will always be close even though we're far from each other. Also,I am sorry if I ever hurt you guys, It wasn't intentional. Last but not least, since I haven't post anything in quite awhile I just want to say thanks for following my blog. Hehehe, I crack myself up.